I wish they knew my feeling. What i feel. Im not saja saja go away from u guys. But i actually feel that u guys seems happy without me. U question me why i dont text u guy But what i feel is the same way too. U also not askin how i am. Hm.. everyday im cryin, i want to be close with all of u. How i wish i can go work there n be with all of u all the time. I am not forgetting u guys. But i felt like u forget me.. and im so frustrated that u go out with someone who i knew before and i hate him for real. Not hating,but i just cant confront w him anymore, he really really broke me before. And u know, and u ask him to stop with me . U didnt show the love to me like u did with him.. i felt tersisih gila. Sapa pun tak igt aku kot time tu. Kadang aku fikir, aku tak penting ka bg depa. Sumpah aku sayang hampa. Aku nk hampa close dgn pali. Kita boleh keluar sama2, gelak sama2,spending time sama2.Cz he loves you all too. Dia pernah cakap yang dia nampak u guys is the best friend for me. Kadang aku takut nak ajar keluar sbb aku kena marah. U all always said that i selalu keluar, u hv to save money all that. Ok then. I tk keluar. I duk rumah stay w my family cz i sekali seminggu balik rumah. But then...i saw u guys go out together leave me..rasa mcm tertipu pn ada. Tapi i have no hak or anything to halang u guys.. u got ur freedom..maybe im too childish to feel like this. Tapi.. aku tk pernah detik sikit pn yg aku tk suka hampa. I really love u guys. Really love.. sbb tu aku selalu sedih, kawan aku dh xdekat dgn aku mcm dulu.. aku sayang hampa, please dont go away from me..i love u mal atin didi nisa.. ☹
